30 Sep 2010

Today A Year Ago... and then I Panicked

A year ago today in the entry of my paper journal I wrote:

Autumn is at the door again. I’ve always like this season, when the trees shed leafs on the ground and the rain starts again. It is a melancholic season, a little bit like me.

I have started university and this year I have decided to go the university gym. Surely this will help me keep fit and through yoga I will learn how to concentrate and relax for my essays, plus I want be fit when I am pregnant...

Then few months later I started to panic, because I thought I was doing too much for my little shoes. I was writing two essays per week and reading 5 books for my final year project. I went as far as to note that I wanted to close some friendship because they were sucking up my thoughts. I wrote:

Until June 2010 I am going to steer away from them, because I am not going to lose precious time and I need to concentrate on my project and my essays.
Now that I am not studying and I am free to do what I want, I am panicking because I have not made a concrete plan for my career life. I need more focus on that side and pursuit it with a purpose. However, I also know that I should not worry for having many ideas, I can write them down and organise them by priority. Yes, that is my next target write down everything that is rummaging in my head.

Today’s post was brought to you through Mama Kat’s Writer's Workshop
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and Heather's Today A Year Ago Thursday Blog Hop.
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So what happened to you a year ago today? Have you ever panicked because you thought you didn’t have enough time to explore your creativity?


11 comments:

  1. I panic all.the.time!

    It is the end of the first six weeks and my six grader is scrambling to make ends meet and bring up his report card grades.

    Suddenly, this helicopter mom is in 6th grade again. Talk about panic. :)

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  2. I'm a new follower, will you follow me?
    http://songberries.blogspot.com/2010/09/buzz-on-by-thursday-blog-hop.html

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  3. Hey! Just wanted to stop by and say thanks for following. I'm also following you too! :) xoxo -Kia

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  4. Yes, I definitely panic when I feel like there is no time to explore my creativity.
    I also wanted to thank you for your wonderful comment on my blog about this particular thing. So nice to hear that you are figuring things out and making your dreams happen. Good for you!

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  5. Panic is my middle name!

    Following you from the Thirsty Thursday Blog Hop!~Lisa

    I am all a twitter about life

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  6. I agree that panic is my middle name. I always feel like I am there.

    I'm a new follower hopping in from Friday's hops. Have a wonderful day and would love if you have time to stop by for a visit.
    http://giveawayblogdom.blogspot.com

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  7. I panic all the time about creative things. I want to make an advent calendar with fun stuff to do during the holidays with my boys. I want to build a fort with them, make color wheels out of torn up scraps of paper...my baby is one year old and I don't have his 1st year scrapbook done...then I feel overwhelmed and don't do any of it...then I panic again! Silly!

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  8. Thanks ladies for sharing with me.

    I am glad to know that I am not the only silly one to panic. I know we all can work had towards that side and stop panicking because we are humans and sometimes we can't do everything.

    We just have to let our self go and enjoy each minute that life brings us.

    This is what I have been doing this week and I have achieved more in this way!

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  9. Can't believe you have time for blogging AND a paper journal!
    Thanks for stopping by my blog. Cute shoes :) but the models look a bit silly to me (sorry)....guess I have no taste - lol.
    Glad you're still going strong :)

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  10. @RainSplat, the models look silly all the time, I don't know why they hire them, i guess the focus have to be on the clothes not the girls :)!

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  11. Thanks for stopping by and following, I hope that you continue to join us at our year ago blog hop

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