I am back from my wonderful holiday I had last week.
But instead of being happy I am despairing and I don't know where to turn to but only to my online friends.
I need comfort for something I cannot explain to you but mainly because I am late and after four pregnancy tests I am still negative!
I am so, so sad as I have never being in my life before. I want GOD to be here and tell me I am pregnant more than anything. I don't know what to do! I am emotionally torned! I cannot eat or sleep and this is not my usual self!