5 Feb 2014

Musings: Rediscovering Myself

self 2013
{Feb 3rd, 2013}
My journal entries are becoming children’s daily activities documents, nothing about my personal feelings anymore. This year I bought a new journal in the hope to write to rediscover myself but I’ve been using that journal to update my family life. Now, I want to write for me, to remind myself of who I’m as a person, what I love and even though I’m a mother and I love watching cartoons and eating children’s yogurt with my toddler, I’m still a woman with my own likes and dislikes.
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Snow is dusting,
but not thick snow flacks falling down
to cover the ground like a thick white winter coat.
I miss tree tops shimmering under the wintery sun
like angels dancing on thin ice.
I want to catch flacks on my tongue,
ice skating surrounded by winter wonderland.
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04-01-2014
Today, while my husband and daughter were at the swimming pool,
I looked in the mirror, my afro hair proud on my head
my face little dry in places, my lips full and peach red,
I told the woman staring back at me
“You’re hot! You sure can be a yummy mummy,”
I left the bathroom happy, took post-partum self-portraits
and held my son tight. His delicate body so fragile in my hands.
My midwife told me I can start working out, so I’m going to
work on my fitness. Start from today I’m going to practice yoga again.
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My goal for last month was to enjoy the beauty of motherhood.
Motherhood has many faces, some make you wanna cry like a baby,
some, simply, take your breath away.

4 comments:

  1. Love this!!! It's hard not to lose yourself in your children and husband but I'm
    Glad you are taking moment to rediscover!!

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  2. Recognizing and being dedicated to keeping oneself a priority is so hard sometimes as a wife and mother but necessary. I am a firm believe that we truly have to spend time with ourselves to keep a certain kind of joy that makes our families happy.

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  3. YES!!! This is so beautiful. And boy do some make me want to cry like a baby...

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